January 2023
As I open my eyes to see the world that you never got to see I feel a heavy weight in my heart. Today would be your 6th birthday and as each birthday passes I feel a stronger connection to your soul. Possibly because with each passing birthday I get closer to the day where we will meet again. I like to think that. I'm not religious but I do have moments of profound spirituality. In those spiritual moments I can see that we all evolve from a place that is nameless, faceless and indescribable with mere words. In that place I like to think that you are there waiting for me. That is the only thought that keeps me from imploding from the devastation of your passing. You are always in my thoughts and I always feel your presence. In times of despair I can hear your silent voice say everything will be ok daddy because I love you and I'm guiding your life with hidden hands